Few minutes ago, I was so depress. I was crying when trying to finish up my left over breakfast since 2 days ago. I couldn't waste the breakfast. It was the cake baked by my mom. I should have finish it from day one but I really have no time to finish it until just now. My dropping tears were not because of the cake but something else.
Something that I am really care but I cannot handle it properly. It was ended up so bad. This is not under my plan, not at all. What I wanted to do is just try my best to secure a better position in the office. I knew it is very hard but how come she cannot understand. I just want to get everything in place within a short period. This is the only way to make it happen at the moment. If I really can choose, I wouldn't want to be so tired.
Just give me some time. Please trust me. I will prove to you that our future is worth your precious time...
I love you
